Dried gray fungus hangs like lianas from the air vents in the dead space
station. A bobble-headed Elvis and plastic Hello Kitty sit atop the silent
command console. In the dark main cabin, styrofoam cups of now-crystallized
coffee sit patiently in their beverage holders. Beside them, illuminated
through the portholes as the station comes up over Earth's horizon, are the
freeze-dried corpses of the crew who committed suicide in their seats.
They're a mixed bunch. American. Russian. Japanese. A lone figure in a
patched and duct-taped pressure suit is going through the corpses' pockets.
She's looking for forgotten food, and smiles when she finds an unopened
package of chocolate Pocky.
Back on the engineering decks, Asami pops off
her helmet and gobbles half the box of Pocky in one go. But she's disciplined
enough to save the other half for later. After she's finished the work that's
kept her alive all these weeks. Crowded on the deck are the
things important enough to salvage from the ship: tanks of mice, tanks of
spiders, tanks of fish, tanks of algae and krill.
Asami sits at the main
engineering console and checks readings from the planet below, the readings
that still work. Radiation is down. Oxygen and nitrogen are thin, but closer
to normal than she's seen in weeks.
She doesn't even try the radio
anymore. It's been over a month since she's heard anything from Earth on any
channel. She's had to work on the assumption that everyone is dead. Possibly
everything. All life. Gone.
Something had happened in southern Russia,
along the border with Azerbaijan. A bomb. A big one. Biological. It released
an organism that raced around the Mediterranean and Middle East in a few
days, then began eating its way into Europe, Africa, and Asia. Other bombs
went off in North America. Soon the missiles flew. Some were atomic.
Some carried new biological agents designed to wipe out the plague.
Other biologicals were released in a new wave of bombs. The world
disappeared under a storm of fire and gray roiling clouds of microbes. That's
when Asami's crew had died, when there was no one left to go home
The woman finishes her calculations for the fourth time, making
sure they're right. When the chronometer hits the right second, she hits
the back-up command console and activates the stabilizing rockets,
giving the station a nudge. The station creaks as metal stresses and
joints threaten to pull apart, but it holds together. On the engineering
deck nothing appears to have happened, but the woman already feels as
if she's falling. The station is sliding out of orbit, back toward
She eats the rest of the Pocky, stick by delicious stick, checking
her speed and altitude. She needs a water landing. Somewhere warm.
The Pacific or Indian Ocean, maybe. Life began in the water, it can
begin again. This isn't a lot of biological material, Asami thinks,
glancing at her tanks of mice and spiders. She regrets all the weight she's
lost since the world torched itself. She wonders if she should bring
the bodies of her dead comrades down into engineering with her. This
part of the station has the best chance of coming apart on impact, all
the better for dispersing her biological specimens. In the end, she
decides to leave the crew where they are. More for her sake than theirs.
She doesn't want to spend these last few minutes with the dead: she'll
have all eternity for that.
She takes one of the mice from its cage
and lets it chew the breaded end of a Pocky stick. They're falling
faster now. She can feel the slight change in gravity. It's like riding in
a fast elevator.
Asami wishes she had some cold sake or even a beer.
Setting the mouse on the command console, she laughs. She remembers Zeno's
paradox. According to Zeno, Asami will never hit the Earth, never die.
She'll fall halfway, then halfway again, then another half, without
ever crashing into the ocean. She releases the rest of the animals.
Asami wonders if she should have studied philosophy instead of
engineering. That thought cracks her up. Asami laughs all the way
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Richard Kadrey is a member of a small group of innovative writers, including William Gibson, Bruce Sterling, John Shirley, Pat Cadigan, Tom Maddox, and others, who changed the face of science fiction in the 1980s. He also creates art. He lives in San Francisco.