Master of the Crossroads
I went down to the crossroads to sell my soul to the devil. I was
shocked to find my high school sweetheart there trying to do the same
"Belinda?" I called. "Belinda Porter?"
She was catty-corner from me and looked around when she heard her name,
which was kind of ridiculous as we were completely alone on a deserted
country two-lane in northern California.
"Johnny Frankenheimer, is that you? Hi!," she called brightly across
the road. "Long time no see. What are you doing way out here in the
middle of the night?"
I set down my bag and held up some of the cigars, candy, chicken and
rum I was carrying. Not offerings to Satan, technically, but to the
voudoun deity, Papa Legba.
When she saw what I had, Belinda grinned and held up an expensive
bottle of 15-year old Demerara rum. We both laughed, seeing that we'd
both chosen to invoke the powers of darkness at exactly the same time.
She motioned me over.
"How long has it been?" Belinda asked. "Fifteen years?"
"More like seventeen," I said. "But who's counting?"
"What a funny place to run into each other. Have you been planning on
selling your soul for long?"
"No, not really," I said. "It was kind of spontaneous."
"Me, too. That's so funny."
"Yeah, it is."
"So, what have you been up to all these years?"
"I got married. Hooked up with some friends from college and rode the
Internet bubble til it burst. Then, to settle some debts to some very
questionable characters, I dealt guns for them to even more
questionable characters. Turns out the whole thing was some kind of
sting government operation. They seized my passport and froze all my
bank accounts. My wife ran off with one of the loan sharks who got me
into this mess in the first place. Oh, and I think the Mossad has a
contract out on me. How about you?"
"Wow. Rough," said Belinda. "What have I been up to? Remember how I
always used to say I'd never end up like my mother? Well, turns out we
both have the same bad habit of marrying alcoholic pedophiles. Who
would have thought that's something a parent could teach you with the
"Maybe it's not her fault. Maybe it's a genetic thing. I mean, I never
wanted to be a business hotshot, but there was some part of me that
wanted to be the kind of grown-up my dad was. I had with two cell
phones, a portable fax machine, a Palm Pilot with the name and number
of every Fortune 500 twonk I ever brown-nosed."
"I just wanted a kitchen with all marble counters and an in-ground
"I owned my own shredder. The company didn't buy it for me. I bought it
on my own. I never felt more important or better about myself than when
I got that shredder home. It made my cock harder than my wife ever
"That's how I felt about the hand-made Mexican tile in our bathroom.
Until I found the Polaroids, of course," said Belinda. She fished in
her bag and pulled out an unopened Sherman Fantasia pack. Tearing off
the wrapper, she opened the box revealing yellow, pink, blue and green
cigarettes. Belinda chose a bright pink one and lit it with a small
gold lighter. When she offered me one, I shook my head.
"I quit," I said.
There was a moment of awkward silence. Then Belinda piped up, "We've
fucked up pretty bad, but, you know, we could just go into therapy."
"That takes too long. I've wasted years of my life. I don't want to
waste another decade and a hundred grand I don't have whining on some
"You're right. We're too far gone for ordinary solutions. We screwed
ourselves up because we lived extremely badly. It only makes sense that
the cure be just as extreme."
That made Belinda laugh. Hearing her, I suddenly remembered how much
I'd loved that laugh back in high school.
As if she were reading my thoughts, Belinda said, "We used to have fun
"Yeah, we did."
"Why'd you break up with me?"
"So that you couldn't break up with me." I looked at her sheepishly and
shrugged. "I figured a girl as cute and fun as you would get bored
pretty quick and dump me. Back then, that would have killed me. So I
dumped you first."
Belinda puffed on her candy-colored smoke and looked at me. "Boys are
"I'm living one's skin and I don't have a clue what's going on."
"You really hurt me back then."
"I'm sorry. If it's any consolation, breaking up with you like that has
been a source of constant pain and wonder for me ever since."
"Aw, that's sweet." She kissed me on the cheek and I felt a stirring in
my gut that was not unpleasant.
Belinda sighed. "It's along way from the backseat of your Camaro to
"I had my dad's old Rambler. Chuck Yarboro had the Camaro."
"Right. Sorry. Chuck and I went out after you broke up with me."
Another awkward silence. "So, what are you here for? What are you going
to ask Legba for?"
"I'm not actually looking for Legba. I'm aiming really high these days.
I figure if this Legba character is who everyone says he is, then he
can put me in touch with the big man. Lucifer. Satan. I'll do a soul
deal with him for wealth, power over my enemies, eternal life, you
"Interesting," said Belinda. "Interesting. I hadn't thought of that
approach. I'd thought about the Devil, too, but probably had the same
questions you did. How do you get his attention? What if you do a human
sacrifice and nothing happens? How embarrassing! And then there's a
body to get rid of." Belinda flicked the pink Sherman into the road. "I
like it. Let's do it."
"What? Both of us?"
"Yeah, why not? You always had the best ideas, even back in school. And
what's Legba or the Devil got to complain about? They get two for the
price of one." Belinda reached out and slid her hand into mine. I felt
like I was sixteen again.
"I was going to ask you if you thought that this was incredibly
significant that we both ended up at the same crossroads at the same
time on the some night."
"Smells like destiny to me, Johnny."
"Destiny smells good." I leaned in to kiss her.
"Shit," she said. "I was starving on the way up here from the city and
I ate all my chicken. I have the booze and the smokes, but I can't meet
Papa Legba without some roast chicken to offer."
"No problem. I bought lots of everything. I have a ton of chicken back
in the car."
Belinda squealed. "My hero! Okay, you go back and grab some wings and
thighs. I'll keep an eye on all our stuff and shoo any losers away from
our crossroads. Deal?"
"Deal," I said. She kissed me hard and swatted my ass even harder. "Get
going, devil boy."
I smiled the whole way back to the car, then cursed when I realized I'd
left my keys hooked over the top of the rum bottle by the side of the
road. I turned to call to Belinda, but she was gone.
I ran back to the crossroads, to the exact spot where we'd kissed not a
minute before. All of the offerings were gone and there were scorch
marks on the road. I backed away from the spot, tense, craning my head
in every direction.
I crouched beside the car for a while, hoping Belinda would come back.
I guess it really had been pretty significant that we'd both been on
that road at the same time. Significant, but no coincidence. She'd
gotten to Legba first and had been lying in wait for me. It never
occurred to me that she could still be this mad after all these years.
I thought about breaking into my car, getting my offerings and
performing the ceremony anyway, but if Belinda had already gotten to
Legba, then it seemed like I'd better choose another deity to help me
hock my soul.
I stood by the car for a few more minutes, but by then I knew Belinda
wasn't coming back. I checked by the road where we'd been standing,
hoping that she'd dropped my keys before she'd disappeared. No such
luck. She'd hadn't crushed out the pink Sherman. She'd only smoked
about half of it, and I could see it glowing on the road. I picked the
cigarette up and puffed. The smoke was sweet in my lungs.
Then a truck came out of nowhere and ran me down.
When I reached Hell, it wasn't the Volkswagen-size Palm Pilot the
demons strapped to my back that scared me, or the enormous Rolodex
treadmill I was forced to run on all day and night. It was that
shredder. I knew it was out there in the dark. I could hear giggling
demons sharpening the blades. It was just a matter of time.
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Richard Kadrey is a member of a small group of innovative writers, including William Gibson, Bruce Sterling, John Shirley, Pat Cadigan, Tom Maddox, and others, who changed the face of science fiction in the 1980s. He also creates art. He lives in San Francisco.